Once there was a child and he was free

Deep inside, he felt the laughter

The mirth and play of nature’s glee

He was not troubled by thoughts of hereafter

Beauty, love was all he’d see

He knew his power was the power of God

He was so sure, they considered him odd

This power of innocence, of compassion, of lightSmile two

Threatened the priests and created a fright

In endless ways they sought to dismantle

This mysterious force which they could not handle

In endless ways they tried to destroy

His simple trust, his boundless joy

His invincible armor was a shield of bliss

Nothing could touch it, no venom, no hiss

The child remained in a state of graceemotive two

He wasn’t confined in time or place

In Technicolor dreams, he frolicked and played

While acting his part, in Eternity he stayed

Soothsayers came and fortunes were told

Some were vehement, others were bold

In denouncing this child, this perplexing creature

With the rest of the world he shared no feature

Is he real?  He is so strange

His unpredictable nature knows no range

He puzzles us so, is he straight?

What’s his destiny?  What’s his fate?

And while they whispered and conspiredhtw four

Through endless rumors to get him tired

To kill his wonder, trample him near

Burn his courage, fuel his fear

The child remained just simple, sincere

All he wanted was the mountain high

Color the clouds, paint the sky

Beyond these boundaries, he wanted to fly

In nature’s scheme, never to die.children four

Don’t stop this child, he’s the father of man

Don’t cross his way, he’s part of the plan

I am that Child, but so are you

You’ve just forgotten, just lost the clue

Inside your heart sits a Seer

Between his thoughts, he can hear

A melody simple but wondrously clear

The music of life so precious, so dear.

If you could for one moment know

This spark of creation, this exquisite glow

You would come and dance with mehtwfive

Kindle this fire so we could see

All the children of the Earth

Weave their magic and give new birth

To a world of freedom with no pain

A world of joy, much more sane

Deep inside, you know it’s true

Just find that child, it’s hiding in you.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-8TQADs4bI&feature=related

Michael Jackson


Innocence of spirit, looking at the world unencumbered by color, race, religion, borders or boundaries freed Michael’s imagination which was limitless.  Present every day of his life was magic, wonder and mystery.  The energy of Michael’s creative spirit could not be denied or encumbered by low-ceiling imaginations.  Those whose world-view isdangerous emotion limited by distrust, cynicism, their minds unable to climb out of the gutter, or who look to make a quick dollar or their five minutes of fame possess a blindness of the soul.  Limited and without vision, they seek to find fault with, and even try to destroy that which they are incapable of understanding.  Or, they simply want to extort. It is all wrapped up in an evil that will not let go.  When you sell your soul to the devil there is no turning back.  For all of these people, Michael was, and remains today, a target…and, I believe, a threat.  Wrapped all around this is RACISM.

DangerousAnd so, who are these people?  Many are tasked with seeking out and delivering truth to a waiting public.  At least, I would think that is what they were trained to do.  If they ever did aspire to that lofty goal, they have failed astronomically.  Journalism today is now spelled TABLOID.  It is yellow and is unmistakably vomit.  They spew it and an undiscriminating public lap it up.  Truth be damned.  I watched Diane Sawyer say to Michael, “these questions are not why I have spent my life being a serious journalist,”  but she went ahead anyway and asked Michael if he and Lisa Marie were having sexual relations. One would expect the likes of Oprah, someone who earns her living on gossip, judging others and passing her version of a sentence to ask such a question…as she did when she said to Michael, “Are you a virgin?”…but, we would hope for more from the three major networks.  But, our hope is never going to be reality.  Twenty-four hour “news” machines, rather than report news, make it up to fill time.  They gleefully DECIDE who is a “darling” and who is a “demon”.  “You tell a lie often enough and people believe it.”  Michael Jackson.  If I were to credit them with anything it would be their adept skill at BRAINWASHING.  At that, they have no peer.  ABC. NBC and CBS follow their lead.  Disrespect and sarcasm…sensationalism and slander are the name of the game.  And, believe me, a game it is with people’s lives at  stake.  To perpetuate their questionable existence, they can never admit to mistake or change their direction.  Lies lead to bigger lies.  Michael Jackson is the ultimate unicorn…the children threebeautiful, innocent, unparalleled talent and humanitarian whose life’s blood they drink.  To up the ante of evil works…these despicable entities now go after Paris, Prince and Blanket as well.  Even more sickening, they pretend to have these children’s best interests at heart. DON’T YOU BELIEVE IT!  When you sell your soul to the devil, no life is sacred.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQFwF5rYafg

And so, we move to individuals and companies, namely AEG and Wade Robson.  When the civil trial began, AEG requested that Michael’s molestation trial be included in the proceedings.  They were denied.  During opening arguments, AEG attorneys threatened that the trial would get bloody…meaning, bloody Michael.  Amazingly, Wade Robson filed his claim of molestation charges at the same time.  It seems he decided during sessions with a psychiatrist that either he had repressed memory syndrome or he now realized he needed to cleanse himself.  Being on AEG payroll had nothing to do with it.  Of course, the tabloids happily joined in with their scoop using outdated and disproved FBI information.  And, the Today Show was more than happy to come on handsome fiveboard with the FIRST interview of Robson.  To add to the horror, Conrad Murray intimated during HIS national phone interview on CNN that IF he were to testify in the civil trial, he would tell things that both the Jackson family and fans would not like to hear.  Bottom line…Robson, AEG and Murray CAN SAY ANYTHING THEY LIKE AND THE MEDIA WILL HAPPILY AIR IT AS FACT.  Once again, Michael is the object of high-tech lynching.  Once again, the public is fed on a diet of lies and many believe it all.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQFwF5rYafg

Now, let’s add the internet.  Robson and his family have been busy.  Not only are they putting out their lies, but, they are begging anyone who thinks they were molested by Michael to come forward.  Sound familiar?  That is exactly what Tom Sneddon did for years when Michael was alive.  HE GOT NOTHING.  But, it has taken years to show Michael’s truth.  JUST HOW MUCH CAN ONE LIFE WITHSTAND.  HOW MANY BATTLES CAN ONE FAMILY WAGE.

When you think about it, it is a perfect plan.  Keep everyone busy attacking, believing or defending and there is no time to celebrate the life and the music…the humanitarian efforts and the stunning legacy.tii seven

Aw, but that is where evil is thwarted.  MICHAEL JACKSON FANS ARE ACTIVISTS AND RIGOROUSLY JOIN IN MICHAEL’S ARMY OF LOVE.  We all know that the more you learn about Michael, the more there is to love.  AND LOVE WE DO.  People who are not fans cannot understand the loyalty.  Once again, low-ceiling imaginations can only comprehend fanatic or idol-worship.  Ordinary celebrities ATTRACT fans all the time.  The difference is…Michael EARNED his fans’ loyalty time and time again because Michael truly LOVED his fans.  This love was real.  He often described it as a cause and effect.  Michael needed his fans and his fans needed him.  The love is mutual and strong.  His messages in music and dance and performance always were about love.  We have seen him give love to multitudes.  We have seen him time and time again give of himself and all he had to help children all over the world.  He was committed to making the world a better place.  It was real…he was real.  As I said, he earned the love of millions every day of his life. Media cannot stand to see this loyalty, never, ever report anything about it.  When 11,437 red roses were placed at Forest Lawn on June 25, 2013, the press reported about Michael’s drug addictions.  No where in the press did we read about the enormous success the Immortal Tour has been.  No where in the press is there mention of the many, many charities inspired by Michael.  No where in the press is mentioned all the tributes and celebrations globally on Michael’s birthday.  But, every chance they get drug addiction, being broke, plastic surgeries, child molestation charges, strange and weird are mentioned.  No where do PURE JOYwe hear INNOCENT OF ALL CHARGES…no where do we hear billionaire…most successful performer ever.  How any other celebrities parentage is questioned?  How many other celebs are asked about their sexual relations?  How many other celebs have a disease made a joke?  Who else has their autopsy and body paraded on the Discovery Channel or a centerfold in a rag sheet?  Who else is called the equivalent of the “N” word over and over again and no one screams RACIST?  (MAKE NO MISTAKE…WACKO JACKO IS AN “N” WORD JUST FOR MICHAEL.)  Who else has their children made the subject of every talk show and so-called news network?fans two

Michael Jackson is the most beloved and most disrespected artist of our time.  That is why his Fans will not rest until his name is cleared and he and his children receive justice.  We can feel his pain.  When people say to me that it doesn’t matter…you cannot be hurt once you’re gone, I say…UNTRUE.  Michael worked and gave every ounce of blood, sweat and God-given talent for his FANS and for the planet.  His legacy is important to him and to his children and his beloved mother.  IT MUST BE PROTECTED.

I do join the legions of people around the globe in MAJORLOVEPRAYER every day.  I try so very hard to see the light and feel the glow of world love inspired by Michael.  Every time I listen to Michael’s wonderful catalog or watch a spectacular performance or listen to a speech or see him kneel down beside a dying child, I feel my heart swell.  Each time I write a check to try to help heal the world, I feel Michael inside me.  I have learned so much, I am a better person for knowing Michael.  I feel gratitude for that.  Each time I connect with another FAN, I feel that overwhelming love and collective talkingenergy.  All of this gives me hope and helps me to go on when the world seems dark.  I know that AEG, Conrad Murray and Wade Robson will not change, will not stop because they are hurting Paris, Prince and Blanket, will not realize that they are the reason Paris decided she didn’t want to live in a world of betrayal and lies.  I have prayed for a change, prayed that the media, too, will grow a conscience…but, in four years, it hasn’t happened and I’ve given up hope that it ever will.

If I am to remember the hope and inspiration that Michael has given me, then I must remember his bravery as he walked into court every day, his bravery as he listened to horrific lies, his faith in God as he saw the media gleefully open him up like a bag of birdseed. He never gave up, he never lost his faith, he never stopped being a loving father, he never stopped creating, he never stopped giving.  If he could do that, then, I hwt twomust.

And so, Dear Friends, I keep writing.  I keep loving Michael with all my heart.  And, yes, I often cry.  But, when I watch Michael sing and dance and smile, I wipe away my tears and join in the dance.
















“I CAN’T DO IT BY MYSELF” Michael Jackson

annieYou can change the world (I can’t do it by myself)

You can touch the sky (Gonna take somebody’s help)

You’re the chosen one (I’m gonna need some kind of sign)

If we all CRY at the same time tonight

Michael Jackson  CRY  Invincible Album 2001http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mj3MfUR35CM

Sound Bites…

On days when the sun is gone.

Taking a snapshot of a person’s life..how accurate is that?  Is there any measure of fairness in it?  And, who decides the language for the sound bite, or even what the snapshot looks like?  Can a lifetime be summed up in a sentence? Can it encompass reality?  Have we become the kind of people who live our lives accepting a headline approach to history?loved Freedom of speech affords the rights for freedom of the press. For most of my adult life I have not only believed in the freedom which allows for print and media journalism, I have taught children…proudly offering them opportunities to practice journalistic skills.  All of that has changed for me.  Tabloid television, tabloid journalism, 24 hour-a-day headline news and sound bites have soured my taste for today’s version of journalism.  Character assassinations, partial truths, no truth, vilification all make me grow cold inside.  There is a kind of “Gotcha” mentality, a joy in power that can destroy reputations and lives and reach fingers deep inside entire families.  This is a kind of thinking that fills my heart with sadness, maybe because there is no heart in it.  Bullying, hatred, prejudice all come to mind.valentine for michael

Too hard to get over

Too low to get under

Stuck in the middle

And the pain is thunder

Michael Jacksonhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8DKD0PoRSI

And so, I begin today’s blog with what I would say is as close to a broken heart as I have ever had.  The cruelty and selective thinking where Michael Jackson is concerned has in the past been, and continues to be, unaffected by enlightenment, stubbornly holding on to tabloid vomit.  Hearing testimony from low-ceiling imaginations and those who treat the very person who is about to make billions of dollars for their company with such distain…referring to Michael as a FREAK, slapping him, shouting at him, throwing him into a cold shower, I ask myself… “WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE?”  Watching television, seeing internet articles slanting every piece of information to make Michael the bad guy. Well, the week was miserable.  And then, I turned to Facebook love and found a place to land that eased my pain.  When I started this blog, I hoped for two things as I used what I had learned to PAY MICHAEL FORWARD:  I wanted to connect with kindred spirits whose hearts had discovered Michael’s love, humanity and unparalleled talent, and, I wanted to have a global connection.  Facebook michael lovehas made those connections for me.  As of today, I have been discovered by many countries around the world.  That is just amazing to me. I have found many who share my love and admiration for Michael. That eases my pain.  One of the things I must guard against is to lose sight of Michael.  When I am immersed in trials and false accusations, I tend to forget the man, what he stood for, how he lived his entire life.  I get my inspiration from his words, his music, how he recovered as stones were thrown at him.  I received a gift the other day that brought front and center the values Michael believed in, taught me, taught the world.  Paris Jackson was my gift.  Her words brought a smile through my tears.  I wanted to share them with you.alive

“Michael Jackson was the king of pop, rock and soul.  He was a genius, he was a warrior, he was a prisoner in this hell hole we call society, he was the bravest man I’ve ever known, he was an angel sent from Heaven.  Not only was he the greatest and most talented man but a philanthropist and a patriarch for the Jackson family, the glue that kept everyone together.  He loved and cared for children and cared so much to make the world a better place.  He was goofy, loving fanscrazy, hilarious, loving, kind, beautiful, lovable, incredible and the most loving father probably to ever exist.  He was the greatest thing that ever happened to the music business and my life.  I am so grateful and honored to have known him for over 10 years.  He was my life, the only thing that brought me true happiness.”  Paris JacksonDADDY LOVE YOU TOO

All who love and honor Michael have come together from all over the planet to help protect his reputation, his legacy, his truth.  Paris and her brothers are that legacy.  They represent Michael now.  We all do.  Michael sang out in Cry…that he couldn’t do it by himself.  He leads the way and we, now, all of us, gather to CRY.  We CRY for justice and truth.  We CRY for an end to prejudice and hatred, bigotry and racism.  We CRY for honor and dignity and accountability.  We CRY for a better world where children have food and medical attention and LOVE.  We CRY for the planet.  Michael has inspired us to come together for cause.  In an article titled “From Asia to Africa, the King of Pop Emerges As A Global reasonPlatform For Philanthropy and Social Change”, (mjjjusticeproject ) some of the amazing projects inspired by Michael were described.  They are happening all over this planet.  MajorLovePrayer inspires millions to come together in prayer to create light that will heal and give strength for truth.  A Million Trees For Michael is working for the planet.  OneRose4Michael is spreading love and togetherness.  The list is endless and I will take time to give it in detail another day.history two What I need to remember is that the tabloid vomit, the lies during trials, the false accusations for money, the twisted reality of the media, are very seductive.  That is their intent, to cause me to forget all the amazing love that is being shared all over the world.  When the media was crucifying Michael, he was singing, “Stand up for me, Brother, Stand up for me, Sister, STAND UP, STAND UP, STAND UP.” Together, we can make that change. And so, Dear Friends, thank you for taking the time to share my thoughts with me.  I know in my heart that standing up for Michael has many facets to it.  At this moment, I am holding onto to Michael’s words and the words of his beautiful daughter.  IT’S ALL FOR LOVE.tiitwo Jude MYstory YOURstory History OURstory



    The year 2013 has been a difficult one for me in so many ways.  And each and every aspect of the challenges has been intimately personal.  I do not enjoy living my life waiting for the next shoe to drop…but, waiting I have done and continue to do.  To think it is June, the year about to be half over, and, I continue awakening with fear.  Just when I think that we have maybe gotten to the worst of it, something unexpected happens that guts me a little bit harder.  I have always believed in prayer and have spent a good deal of time practicing that belief.  All of a sudden, I am being faced with the possibility that prayer doesn’t change a thing…that horror and evil and injustice have the power.  Much as this thought makes me go cold inside, I am wondering if there is truth behind it.

I have written about my anger at the injustice delivered onto the most beautiful human being I have ever known.  My position is clear.  I have also shared a portion of my research from the past four years.  When I say a portion…I have yet to even touch the surface of what I have learned.  I still believe that gathering facts all together in one place is an important part of PAYING MICHAEL FORWARD.  I will continue to do just that.  It is important for all who take the time to read, and, it is important for me to feel a sense of contribution in enlightening others.

Alas, I come to my heart’s wounds on this day.  Today is the day that Michael will be falsely accused once again in a Los Angeles Court.  And, yet again, the media will feed on Michael and spew their vomit out onto a believing public.  Once again, another extortionist will try to get rich on Michael’s talent and endless hard work.  And, I will die a little more inside.mtv rehearsal

But, there is something even more horrible.  Paris Jackson attempted suicide yesterday.  That beautiful, young, talented daughter of Michael’s, his little princess, the apple of his eye attempted to take her life.  I admit, that was not something I expected.  There are legions of people shocked by the news.  Gratefully, we have been told she is okay physically.  But, she is receiving medical help.  Many have speculated on the reasons that brought her to such a decision.  It isn’t my place to speak for her…she is an intelligent girl who can do that for herself.  What I will say is that, when I heard Robson on the Today Show, I was literally brought to my knees.  I called a friend to say that I was in trouble.  She came immediately and we spent the evening talking and crying.  I truly didn’t think I could live through this.  If I, an adult, felt that way…I can only imagine the terror that Paris must feel.  I try to picture what I would be feeling if someone brought those accusations against my father.  I would be panicked.  I would be desperate.

Now comes my great despair.  I cannot understand why Michael is being put through this again.  I cannot understand why his children are being made to face this each and every day.  I cannot understand why someone who gave his life to helping, rescuing, saving children must be crucified yet again by a so-called friend.  I cannot understand why Katherine must endure this again.  SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY!what more can I give

And so, I turn to the page to try and help me sort out this life I am living.  Michael’s words always teach me, calm me, inspire me.  And, I feel his love each time.  I also find help in the words of others, those who really knew Michael and cherished their time with him.   And, there are those who write from their hearts describing their insights into the man.

Cathartic as it may be to write about my pain, I want my blog to inspire and teach and give readers hope and love. So, I offer today’s posting…a time to share what I have learned from others.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nFXT9g2AGKc

“After Michael died, I read an article in a magazine about how crazy it was working with Michael: chimps and Elephant bones and snakes and so on.  I didn’t know the author nor had he ever been to the studio or ranch.  It was un-named sources and TABLOID VOMIT.  I got tired of the press and people who wanted to make a quick buck saying and writing with no shred of truth behind their words.  I wrote a few articles about my years with Michael and they were well-received.trees 

A group of Fans in Paris approached me and asked me to put together a seminar and really explore our years in the studio and at the ranch.  I began writing a book (currently in the works) which tries to recap a story that took 18 years to live.  Being totally honest, I want to try to document what it is like to work with one of the most unique entertainers in modern history.  No speculation, no deep theories, just an introduction to someone I had great respect for and considered a friend.  Yes, it might be for the Fans, but it is also for my kids, and maybe for Michael’s kids.  I want them to know what it was like to be there and to be part of such an amazing journey.

My name is Brad Sundberg and I first met Michael during the recording of Captain EO in 1985 at Westlake Studios in L.A.  I was asked to join MJ’s team as an engineer the following year for the production of the BAD album in 1986.  Then came the tour (I worked with Michael and the band to restructure the new songs for live performance, the dance moves, the short films and so on.)sweet

Then came Dangerous, Michael’s first project without Quincy Jones…another year in the studio, another tour, more short films, more remixes.

Then came HISTORY which we recorded in New York.  We were at the world famous Hit Factory for nearly a year, followed by our prep for the History World Tour.  Along the way, many songs for Blood On The Dance Floor were recorded and mixed.

When Michael bought Neverland Valley Ranch and wanted to turn it into his amazing home, he brought me up to start designing music and video systems to make it magical.  He would call me on the phone at all hours and describe a new ride or idea that he had, the petting zoo, the trains, the outdoor theatre, music around the lake, music on the stagecoach and on and on.  He loved that ranch and it always made me happy when he would be excited about my work.  I wasn’t his best friend or confidant.  I had an enormous respect for Michael, his music and his love of people.kids

When he sang Man In The Mirror, I was there.  When Michael sang vocal warm-ups before a session, I was there.  From setting up the vocal microphones and headphones to making sure the water was hot enough for Michael’s favorite drink, much of was handled by me.  I didn’t hear stories or rumors or interview people about working with Michael.  I WAS SIMPLY THERE DOING MY JOB.  It was an honor and priceless education to be part of his studio team.

Michael truly loved his fans.  There is no tribute show or seminar or movie that can replace the talent he was born with.  I was blessed to have known him and I cherish the memories of watching him practice circular moonwalks in the studio or singing scales with Seth or watching him from the wings on stage in front of 100,000 screaming fans.  I can hear his laughter as if he were sitting across the room from me.white catches the eye

HE WAS A PROFESSIONAL, A PERFECTIONIST, AN ENTERTAINER, A SINGER, A DANCER, A DAD, AND A FRIEND.  I miss him and I know you do, too.  Thanks for letting me share a few memories with you. (Brad’s seminars are schedules in Paris and Germany and New York City thus far.)  I hope when someone leaves the room after the seminar they feel as though I have introduced them to a friend.

A beautiful article came across Facebook in which I found great wisdom.  I wanted to place it in this collection of words of love for Michael.  It was written by Kimberley Jones.

I doubt there are many people on the planet who didn’t hear about the untimely death of the King of Pop Michael Jackson on June 25th 2009.  Regardless of my personal view of the pop icon (I happened to be a fan) there is no denying he had incredible energy and charisma and illuminated any stadium he graced the stage of.

There are few people in history that we know of that had that ability, that huge aura that could reach people right at the back of a 75,000 seater stadium!  So what’s that all about?  What energy are we talking about?  And was Michael Jackson a Lightworker?

Lightworkers are wired differently.  They don’t fit into the box called ‘normal’…who would want to anyway?!  Why would you waste energy trying to fit in with everyone else when as a Lightworker you are designed to stand out?  YOU ARE CREATED TO SHINE!  Michael Jackson was certainly designed to shine and shine he did.

Ligherworkers experience the  world from their heart.  They see with their hearts, they listen with their heart and they think with their heart.Smile two

Lightworkers are driven by the desire to share and serve.  To share love and inspiration, joy and wisdom and to serve others that they might live brighter lives closer to their joy and purpose.  If you ‘get’ the music of Michael Jackson then you can feel its effects deep within you.  His music carried light and power in every note and it could be felt physically and emotionally.  For me his music connected me to my joy and celebration of life.  When someone sings from their heart and soul you can just feel it…as tingles and hairs standing on end!

Music was Michael Jackson’s way of being a world healer, a channel of love and light.  The use of music to connect us with the Divine or higher powers goes back thousands of years.  As someone who has worked as a healer for many years I have experienced what can happen when a lot of light is streamed into someone’s body and energy field.  It actually brings up everything that isn’t light, it brings up what Jung called the ‘shadow’ or all the hidden, unresolved, wounded parts of ourselves that we haven’t learned to love yet.  In my experience with clients, when this happens it can get messy.  When a client’s shadow gets churned up by the light of healing the resulting feelings often get projected onto the device of healing, ie. me as the healer  or Michael Jackson as the global healer/musician.

When Michael Jackson was facing court case after court case I had an intuitive ‘download’ of information about what was happening on the collective soul level.  This perspective might not feel true for everyone but it felt then and continues to feel true for me now from my own personal spiritual perspective.giving a liver

I believe Michael Jackson embodied an energy of childlike innocence that was intended as a gift to the world.  It seems he was somewhat aware of this as part of his soul path.  I am not suggesting that as a human man he was without faults (who is?), but as a soul his energy gift to the planet was a return to our own purity and innocence.  So, as his music reached a peak in circulation and popularity this energy was carried on the waves of his music, reaching more and more people.  The effect of this was similar to when giving powerful healing and the kickback was the upsurge of the collective shadow all projected back onto the source of the light, Michael Jackson.  Remember, love and light will bring up anything that opposes it.  Michael Jackson’s innocence vibration brought to the surface all the related, deepest darkest fears and behaviours that some humans are capable of and they were projected onto one man.  He became the spiritual, energetic scapegoat for certain aspects of humanity to try to purge themselves of their own darkness.  This isn’t specific to anyone in particular, it was a cleansing of the collective unconscious.

It’s the familiar scenario of fingers pointing in the wrong direction and the darkness rising up, trying to maintain power in the presence of the light.  He said it himself in his own words: “if you want to make the world a better place take a look at yourself and make that change”.  When people are pointing fearful fingers of blame it is because they fear that thing within themselves or the capacity for that thing within themselves or in those around them.the joy of giving

Child abuse is a global wound, a collective shame and pain that will not be healed by crucifying scapegoats.  It is  collective wound that requires collective healing based on truly loving ourselves and each other.

I give thanks from my heart for the man, the healer, the musician, the Lightworker, the Sensitive who fulfilled his life purpose and sadly paid the ultimate price.  I know he will continue his work of Light as a guide to others.  He is now where he can truly shine and be seen in all his love and innocence.  We all have something to learn from this man who no matter how many stones were thrown at him he continued giving and loving and shining his light, committed to his soul’s purpose in his lifetime.  For some of us who loved him we may say he was called home too soon, his heart literally broken, but we can take comfort in his music and the knowledge that his global healing work continues on this planet every time one of his songs is played.htwf

I am grateful for him, for his contribution to our own joy and growth and I will miss him.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mghy6o1NVCo


Kimberley’s words move me to tears…and, those tears help my soul to continue its healing.  I have been lost in the struggle of trying to comprehend the WHYS.  Why is Michael continuing to be hurt by racism, greed and hate?  Why can’t God intercede and lift the constant barrage of media lies and attacks?  Why is Darling Paris having to deal with bullying and trolls and haters?  I know how often Michael said he just wanted to be left alone to create and love and live.  Why can’t that finally be?  How can someone be accused and go on trial when they are dead?  And, more and more…  The WHYS are with me throughout the day and into my sleep at night.  And, it feels desperate and unending. tear two

But, words have always helped me…words beautifully written with soul and love inspire me.  Part of the reason I am so very connected to Michael is through the power he had with words.  Kimberley’s words have given me a new insight into Michael’s aura…his light and I am lifted by them.  Thank you, Kimberley.  Thank you, Brad.  You have helped me through this day and hopefully the days to come.  My great joy will be if, when reading this blog, others feel that wonderful sense of relief that comes from understanding.mature beauty

Michael is my inspiration and my hope.  His inspiration has given me tools to become more intimate.  And, that intimacy is leading me to greater self-discovery.  Thank you, Michael.  I LOVE YOU MORE.