“The surreptitious recording Judge Pastor referred to was presented by prosecutors as evidence on the first day of trial.  The sad conversation lasts a little more than four minutes and was recorded by an application on Dr. Murray’s cell phone on May 10, 2009, just six weeks before Michael died…”


Elizabeth Johnson


MJ: Elvis didn’t do it.  Beatles didn’t do it.  Beatles didn’t do it.  We have to be phenomenal.  When people leave this show, when people leave this show, I want them to say, ‘I’ve never seen nothing like this in my life.  Go. Go. I’ve never seen nothing like this.  Go.  It’s amazing.  He’s the greatest entertainer in the world’  I’m taking that money, a million children, children’s hospital, the biggest in the world. Michael Jackson’s Children’s Hospital.  Gonna have a movie theatre, game room. Children are depressed.  The…In those hospitals, no game room, no movie theatre.  They’re sick because they’re depressed.  Their mind is depressing them.  I want to give them that.  I care about them, them angels.  God wants me to do it.  God wants me to do it.  I’m gonna do it, Conrad.

Murray:  I know you would.

MJ:  Don’t have enough hope, no more hope.  That’s the next generation that’s gonna save our planet, starting with…We’ll talk about it.  United States, Europe, Prague, my babies.  They walk around with no mother.  They drop them off, they leave-a psychological degradation of that.  They reach to me-‘please take me with you.’tii eleven

Murray: Mmmh-mmh.

MJ:  I want to do that for them.

Murray:  Mmmh-mmh.

MJ:  I’m, gonna do that for them.  That will be remembered more than my performances.  My performances will be up there helping my children and always be my dream.  I love them.  I love them because I didn’t have a childhood.  I had no childhood.  I feel their pain.  I feel their hurt.  I can deal with it.  ‘Heal the World,’ ‘We Are The World,’  ‘Will You Be There,’  ‘The Lost Children.’  These are the songs I’ve written because I hurt, you know, I hurt.”

There is 13 seconds of silence.

Murray: You okay?

Another eight seconds go by…

MJ: I am is my message


  1. I will be ecstatic to see the estate approve a hospital for Michael Jackson. There will be a few haters, but the enormous amount of people who love Michael will make that become one of the most humane hospitals ever! Michael wanted movie theaters in there for them and other things they could do to be happy while they were getting well. I think it would be like St Jude’s. The think is, when you are happy, you get well faster… I love Michael, for all he was, for all he is…and for all he is yet to be..

  2. That is an amazing conversation and says more than anyone could ever say about him. Half asleep and thinking about what he could do for children! He lived like that…always thinking of others! I don’t know anyone else like this…do you? He had the uncommon ability to actually FEEL what another person experienced. And it was that ability which allowed him to connect with people everywhere. Onstage, in regular life, with family, friends—wherever he was. He was a miracle from God. Simple as that.

  3. Today I am spending the day with music….practicing and listening! Am grateful for being a pianist and musician! I love this world. And wish Michael was here to listen as well. He loved classical music. As do I….as well as his music! Thank you God!!!

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